Happy Tuesday my Beauties and Beasts!
It is Week 7 for me and I feel like I am failing miserably. Haha...Not Funny. I seriously feel like I have been working my ASS off and have really nothing to show for it. I feel the same...I look the same...Week 12 is going to fly here as quickly as can be and I will laugh if my before pictures look the same as my after pictures. It has me left to wonder...
How long does it Really take to have a body transformation? Is 12 weeks really even possible? I look around the gym and see the same people I have seen since October...they look exactly the same. I notice the same girl that I call muffin top...muffins are still there. I see the guy with the really small legs and pectorals however, massive biceps. I see the gal on the treadmill that is probably a cardio hamster and I am always left wondering how her thighs don't start fires. The friction has GOT to be painful. Baby powder anyone? Ouch!
What makes us...me...different from these beautiful creatures who have the most perfect bodies? You know the ones...they seem to be sculpted perfectly and look amazing in bathing suits. The ones we stare at and search (behind our sunglasses) while we ourselves are covered in some sort of a cloak hoping to find some sort of imperfection...dimple...Something! (Or is this just me?) Call me shallow...whatever...I don't care. I want to be like them.
I have nothing against overweight people...I like them just fine. I just want more for myself. This is about me...not you if you are overweight. Me. Selfish right? :)
I want to live at least one moment in my life looking how I want to look and knowing that I worked damn hard for it. I would feel like I was giving myself back to the great God Almighty who chose to create me.
I owe Him.
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